Sunday Morning Musings

God and Community

"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the Sun has risen not only because I see it but because by it, I see everything else."

My musing today is inspired by the above quote from C.S. Lewis. He once argued that Christianity is inherently communal, not a solitary pursuit. The New Testament emphasizes shared worship and mutual belonging, portraying the Church as the Bride of Christ and believers as members of one body. Yet in modern times, religion is increasingly treated as a private, leisure-time activity—an idea both dangerous and ironic, given the rise of collectivism in all other areas of life. Society now wages war on solitude through constant stimulation, organized activity, and intrusive technology. As a result, we are starved of silence, reflection, and the deep friendships that solitude once nurtured.

On this quiet Sunday morning, as dawn softens the edges of the world, I am pondering a philosophical thought experiment that probes the heart of our perception of reality. It goes like this: "If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it; does it make a sound?" We certainly can agree that something real is happening. Yet without human perception, none of our descriptions of the event would hold meaning for an observer lacking a similar sense. Even the question itself would have no meaning.

Another week has ended, and the nation is still grappling with the shock of conservative activist Charlie Kirk's assassination. Former President Barack Obama's response to this tragedy has stirred old memories, pulling me back to the raw, unfiltered posts I wrote during his rise and tenure. Obama labeled the killing "horrific" and a "tragedy," yet couldn't resist critiquing President Trump for "deepening divides" by pointing to "radical leftists," as the culprits. This blend of condolence and condemnation feels like a familiar echo of the divisive leadership I railed against years ago. Today, I would like to dust off some of those old writings and see how accurate they were.

Back then, as Obama ascended and then governed, I poured out my frustrations in raw, unfiltered rants—calling out his roots, his narcissism, and the way he seemed hell-bent on fracturing this great nation. Those writings weren't just venting; they were alarms. Today, as we grapple with this "inflection point" Obama describes, it's worth dusting them off and weaving them together. Not to say, "I told you so," but to reflect: Has anything changed? Or is his legacy of division just evolving, still poisoning the well even from the sidelines? Folks, if you want to understand why Obama can mourn a conservative's death in one breath and blame the right's "rush to identify an enemy" the next, look no further than the cradle he was rocked in. I wrote about this extensively back in the day, convinced that his upbringing wasn't just unconventional—it was a recipe for resentment toward America's core values. It all added up to a worldview that saw America as the villain, not the hero.

As a kid in the 1950s, I used to listen to the radio program "The Shadow." It was both terrifying and alluring, pulling me in every time. The phrase "Who knows what evil dwells in the hearts of men. The Shadow knows," followed by that evil sounding laugh, always sent shivers down my spine. After what happened to Charlie Kirk this week, I think we know now just how much evil the human heart can hold. We also know just how evil those who do not believe in an almighty judge of the universe will go to please the eternal punisher, anxiously anticipating new arrivals to his hall of horrors. A place where "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you" has a horrifying, twisted meaning.

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Fame, Excess, and the Fragile Soul

I knew a man Bojangles, and he'd dance for you

In worn-out shoes.

Silver hair, a ragged shirt, and baggy pants.

The old soft shoe.

He jumped so high, he jumped so high,

Then he lightly touched down.

He said, I dance now at every chance in honky-tonks,

for drinks and tips.

But most the time I spend behind these county bars,

'Cause I drinks a bit.

The above song drifts into my consciousness whenever I reflect on the joy and tragedy of fame and fortune in the world of pop culture. Mr. Bojangles, with its haunting melody and aching lyrics, is more than a ballad—it's a lament, a prayer, a portrait of a man who danced through sorrow. Though the character in the song is not Bill Robinson, the nickname evokes him, and the confusion between the two becomes a metaphor in itself: how fame distorts, how memory blends myth and man.

The line, "He danced for those at minstrel shows and county fairs throughout the South," is a quiet thunderclap—a reminder that behind the rhythm was a history of exploitation, endurance, and longing. The song is a microcosm of the story I've tried to tell here. It speaks of talent and loss, of brilliance and brokenness, of the fragile souls who rise in public adoration only to fall in private despair.

It reminded me not only of Bill Robinson, the original Bojangles from the Shirley Temple movies, but also stars like Elvis Presley and the story of Samson from the Bible—highlighting the peculiar way talent can both elevate and corrupt. This musing isn't just about the song, but the lives it conjures, serving as a meditation on fame, temptation, and the mercy that quietly waits in the wings.

They danced like men trying to outrun gravity—feet tapping against the weight of the world, rising step by step toward a light they could never quite hold. Born less than a decade after the Civil War and the rise of the Ku Klux Klan, Bill Robinson climbed the staircase of freedom with rhythm and grace, his famous staircase prop lifting a nation's gaze one tap at a time. Elvis Presley sang his way to stardom only to find the stars cold and the silence heavy. Both were gifted beyond measure. Both were adored. And both, in time, strayed from the anchors that once steadied their souls. It is a strange truth of this world—brilliance often invites darkness. Adulation is a powerful and addictive drug, and when the drug-lord of Hell moves on to his next victim, it often leaves a broken shell of what was once a vibrant soul.

Samson was born under divine promise, a Nazirite set apart from birth, his uncut hair a covenantal thread between heaven and earth. His strength was not his own—it was God's gift, meant to deliver Israel from oppression. But strength without humility is a dangerous inheritance. In his fall from grace, Samson's heart strayed from its sacred purpose, seduced by beauty, pride, and the illusion of invincibility. Delilah did not simply shear his hair—she severed his connection to purpose. Blinded and bound, Samson became the very image of fallen man: a once-mighty figure rendered powerless by his own appetites. Yet in the end, he prays—not for vengeance, but for one last act of meaning. And with arms outstretched, like a symbolic cross between the pillars of idolatry, he brought down the temple that had mocked his calling, redeeming his soul in the rubble.

This biblical parallel finds echoes in the lives of modern icons. Robinson danced upward, lifting a people's spirit; but he gambled away his fortune and perhaps his peace. Presley sang with the ache of angels yet medicated his soul into silence. Like Samson, they were driven by light and shadow— the yin and yang of a fallen world—their talents a blessing, their excesses a curse. In the end, their hearts broke when fame, like Delilah, whispered sweetly but cut deeply.

But this story doesn't end in ruin. Samson, blinded and mocked, found clarity in the dark. His final act was not a performance—it was a prayer. He pulled down the temple of idolatry, not in vengeance, but in surrender. In that collapse, he reclaimed his soul.

So too, perhaps, can we. In a culture drunk on admiration and addicted to performance, mercy still waits in the wings. It does not demand brilliance. It asks only for honesty. For the courage to say, "I have strayed," and the grace to return.

And somewhere, on a quiet street corner, a man still dances—not for fame, not for fortune, but for joy. His feet tap against the dust, echoing the rhythm of redemption. The staircase is still there. And the invitation to ascend remains.

In ancient Israel, the high places—those elevated sites of worship—became symbols of compromise. Though once used to honor God, they were gradually overtaken by idolatry, forsaking sacred devotion for cultural decay. Reformers like Hezekiah and Josiah tore them down, not out of rage, but out of repentance—recognizing that elevation without consecration leads to corruption (2 Kings 18:4; 2 Chronicles 34:3–7).

Almost all of our institutions and pop culture mirror the high places described in the Bible. Platforms once meant to elevate truth now serve as altars to confusion and vice. We have become a culture of compromise, where the sacred is traded for spectacle, and virtue is rebranded as ideology—a culture full of naïve notions of diversity, equity, and inclusion (DEI). These are not noble ideals gone astray—they are ideological weapons, crafted to divide and distort, rooted not in the Declaration of Independence but in the dialectics of godless collectivism. And indeed, godless communism—cloaked in the language of democratic socialism—rises in our midst. Our cities have become sanctuaries for chaos, where criminals roam freely, and mental illnesses like transgenderism are not only normalized but celebrated. The more bad behavior we permit, the more bad behavior we encounter. And we are just as weak on our own as the men I have just described.

Isaiah warned that "the day of the Lord of hosts shall be upon every one that is proud and lofty… and he shall be brought low" (Isaiah 2:12). Hosea foresaw that "the high places also of Aven, the sin of Israel, shall be destroyed… and they shall say to the mountains, cover us; and to the hills, Fall on us" (Hosea 10:8).

In the prophetic light of Isaiah and Hosea, one might ask: Is our current President a kind of modern-day Samson? Flawed, forceful, and perhaps divinely positioned to pull down the pillars of idolatry that have long stood in the high places of our government and culture. Like Samson, is he driven by both calling and compulsion—his strength a gift, his previous blindness a warning? And if so, might his final act be not destruction, but revelation: exposing what must fall so that something truer might rise—the rebirth of a nation founded in the concept of "In God We Trust"?

As C.S. Lewis wrote, "Christ, because He was the only man who never yielded to temptation, is also the only man who knows to the full what temptation means—the only complete realist." In a world of half-measures and moral drift, perhaps it is the realist—not the idealist—who sees clearly enough to bring the corrupted temples down.

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Kindness, Superagency, and the Mind of God 

"What is, has been already, and what is to be has already been; and God seeks what has been driven away." —Ecclesiastes 3:15 

In Cliff, New Mexico, where the stars burn with ancient light and metaphors come easy, I've spent the past season reflecting on three interwoven truths: kindness, agency, and the mind of God. What began as separate essays has revealed itself to be a single mosaic—one shaped not by certainty, but by mercy. 

It began with my better half, Donna. Her quiet act of grace—unnoticed by most, unforgettable to me—shattered my assumptions and revealed the gap between sentimentality and true mercy. Kindness, I learned, is not a feeling but a force. It interrupts, humbles, and heals. It is the divine logic that rewrites our scripts and invites us to live differently. In a world that rewards cleverness, kindness is often dismissed as naïve. But I've come to see it as the most radical form of agency—a choice to extend grace where none is required. It is the heartbeat of the divine. 

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 I wrote the following a few years ago, but I thought this revised version might be even more appropriate today.

Kindness

This week has opened my eyes a little bit wider, and hopefully, I see the world a little bit better because of it. Let me explain.

Driving to town to run errands and shop is always hectic and tiring. This week's trip was no different, and as I navigated through the hot afternoon traffic, Donna said to me, "Hold up, I'm going to give this guy a bottle of water."

My knee-jerk reaction was to chastise her for encouraging a bum to be a bum, and me to risk a traffic jam, but I bit my tongue and stopped. Donna ignored my muttering, handed him the bottle of water and apologized for it not being cold. The man took the water, thanked her, and I drove on. The incident faded as we completed our homeward journey.

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Whisperings

Ever since I was a child, I have felt a yearning—a quiet tug at my heartstrings, a distant call, just beyond conscious awareness, waiting patiently for me to arrive. It stirs my soul, leaving me uneasy, vaguely aching, with a wanderlust I can never fully satisfy. 

Long ago, in my second-story schoolroom, I would gaze at the mountains, feeling that yearning pull at my heart. I longed to fly to those high peaks and vanish from a world where I never quite belonged. I was captured by a wayward wind—enticing me to run away from home time and again, only to return, in shame, unable to explain my longing. Could these feelings be the whispering of my Creator?